Which is the right way?...
hoilday hav pass a number of dayz... im keeping myself in this small room hidding my head... in heart feel like going on the 16 to see her but everytime saw her my heart feel so painful... everything she do make me really feel down maybe is small thing to anyone around or maybe tht small thing noone around will rmb but its going 2 b a painful needle in my heart ... i hav been thinking should i go on the 16 or should i not ... which is the right way to do? damn ass god do u mind juz tell me wat 2 do ... y this few yr u gone giv me so many prob tht i dunno wat 2 do...

loving someone in silence are really painful... but when tht person trying 2 avoid u .. its going to be much more painful...

Signing off lonely taicho,

5:07 pm

Life of this few weeks
this few week i hav been playing MuMCGM... not much juz tht going 2 max soon n thing really bad there... but lucky i play mu coz of friends lah so go there make friend n learn sth tht i should not learn :x hehex... n of coz missing all my classmate dunno how they doing now... but surely better den me 24hr gaming mode on xD
ok here some photo of my n friend in MuMCGM to end this post....
erm... photo havnt ready

Signing off lonely taicho,

8:11 am

Exam over ...
exam over liao yahoo~! lolx~!u feel funny? ytd i juz post the 1st day of exam n 2day finish lol its only 2 day thts y ...2day after exam going home take mrt lor den got 2 boonlay den go down see the bus interchange is fucking big man some more most of the bus tht go to my house is at the end damn it haizzz... now exam over liao is hoilday again... this wat i call hell ... hoilday havnt start i miss her liao if hoilday liao im surly dead... at this min or maybe this sec my mind is full of some1 who shouldn't b in there but somehow my mind juz cant get her out 4 juz a sec... haizz... im juz hopless liao ... there is a chinese song call "Wang Qing Shui" ... any1 noe where got sell Wang Qing Shui? i really wanna buy n 4get wat i need 2 4get...
now i only can non stop playing game not a min of rest n slp only im really tried juz 2 stop myself 2 think or dream of her... 24HR gaming Start Now...

Signing off lonely taicho,

10:36 pm

Exams here liao...
haizz... 2day 1st paper of my jun06 exam leh... go in sit down see the paper alot qn dunno ar die liao lah... "wat hav u been doing this few day? y nvr study?" haiya this few day gaming drinking clubbing enjoy life ~.~
wat the hell tomolo NMS exam ar if fail i die ar... haizz... but hor juz cant sit down n study hahaax... bad thing abt me cant study de thts y alway fail my test or exam >.< nvm lahgo back 2 my game liao MuMCGM :) this few dayz my classmate should b nvr slp study n i nvr slp go out / play game hahaz... thts wat i call hopless btw guy i cant go the medical examination wif u guy 23 or 28 all full leh haizzz....

Signing off lonely taicho,

6:08 pm

MuMCGM back...
once again im here 2 post... mcgm hav came back n i will once again go there n rulez >.< lol... as the server reset all my char n item gone so i hav to restart a new char so same as the past i started a mg name SaTaN n i believe i will try my best to b the 1st maxed mg hehez... ok gtg training liao jana...

Signing off lonely taicho,

4:12 pm

An Unfinish Sentence...
one yr ago ... an unfinish sentence in my mind say "Heaven dun wan me,hell dun need me" but it took me a yr to think wat abt earth... and now after i 4got abt the sentence long ago n dunno the last part of the sentence came to my mind... and it says "Heaven dun wan me, hell dun need me, earth dun like me..." shun 16:9 ... living in this type of life somehow really feel like dying... maybe it will b better 4 me... hav any reader who reading this think of this? after u r dead where will u go? heaven?hell?juz a ghost in earth? or reborn? or maybe neither of them... now im siting on my bad facing this com thinking all this qn... is there any heaven,hell,ghost,reborn... if for u ...u can go anyplace u like where will u go? for me... not heaven coz i dun like it... not hell coz its too hot... not ghost coz i dun wish 2 scare her... not reborn coz i really hate living... so maybe i will like to juz R.I.P now...

now i really wish i can finish my last dream n den a deathgod took my soul away when im slping... my last dream is a very small dream but dunno y it seen hard 4 me... thts juz 2 drive her home... but by the time i get my license n a car... she will b juz a memory of mine and she will nvr ever remeber who the fuk m i...

Signing off lonely taicho,

5:23 pm

1st post of june...
it hav been a long time since i last up date wor... ok i will post afew day in this post ba...
2day had our DMT phase test. on usin audio mixer lor haizz.... i recored a show name "zhng my com" is a copyright show frm "zhng my car" lah but only 30sec so still ok lor hahazz... is really lame lor but i plan 2 make a show something like zhng my com lah den host on this blog =) but need 2 take sometime as our exam is coming... ACCORDING TO MELVYN'S 'SI BI JIALAT' EXAM METER, We only left wif 14 DAYZ .... hahax... think is time 4 me 2 study liao...

04/06/06 ... went to pc show ...
ok on tht day was the last day of pc show lah... went there walk walk lor as i buy all the things tht i need on the 1st few dayz liao... so juz go see again 4 fun lor den after everything go home lor den i miss my 1st chance of sending her home haizz... dun think im tht lucky again.... SAD~

Signing off lonely taicho,

8:12 pm