Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Any1 willing 2 take over my friday duty?
Pass few days sth wrong wif me. i called a person who i nvr heard her voice for abt a year... i tot some1 was trying 2 play wif me sms me say thts her new number, so i did call to make sure. guess wat, her voice still so sweet, so sweet tht when i heard it everything in my mind seem gone for a sec... dun really wanna ask for too much i juz wish i can heard tht voice for alittle longer but i think i end up nth to say to her mayb thts wat happen when u too long nvr chat. i tot i will hav like unfinish words to say, unfinish feeling to tell... all the miss i hav in this 1 year to tell her... but i end up saying "well mayb i call u back next time?" sometimes i really feel like killing myself.
Well... so got to meet her on friday i guess. but funny is i got the last duty of the mth on tht day... lol out of all day but tht day... guess got 2 ask some1 to help me take over duty lor... i always help them i think if i ask for help shldn't b a prob xD(well juz hope)... but i did hav a bad feeling for it... i feel tht this mayb the last time in my life to see her...(juz hope this feeling wasnt true)
may god be by my side...
(come to think abt it... which god will b on my side? im a free thinker :p)